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DonJuma Mix​-​Tape

by MattyC

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Hidden Pain (free) 02:02
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Took me two and a half years just to relase a mix tape Feels like the longest 2 years of my life cuz it seems like they were just full of drugs tears and hate couldnt gather my thoughts with this writers block cuz suicide was all i could contemplate I gave up on everything I had I even gave up on living All the homies back stab and its been real hard forgiving on the rollercoaster of emotions cryin tears fillin up oceans so now they got me takin pills just to try and synthesize my thrills but i guess its the hidden pain that slowly kills shedding tears of a clown gotta wear 2 masks just to try and hide this frown cuz these days are just getting longer and I am not getting stronger im breaking down im wearing out so for now ill get on the mic and shout just to try and tell you what im al about cuz it feels like im alone no one sees my strugles or knows the pain ive grown so let me tell you a little something about life before I go and take my own you gottA CHERISH THE small moments and express your love even when it's known you dont wana end up like me with a demon caged inside begging to be free I had a perfect life and i let it slip away without even puttin up a fight sometimes I stay up at night wonderin what happened to the light its been years since Ive seen the fam and the woman of my dreams is with another man the bills are stackin up i really dont have a plan theres only so much pain you can take away with maryjane sooner or later you gotta find other ways suicude the temptation only grows stronger the more that I ponder so for now i rap cuz music is my escape It allows me take my wounded heart and fill the gape as I travel to an atered reality where the only thing that matters is musicality no calamity I can finally escape my own insanity and finaly be free but until that day comes theres only 1 thing in my future I can see a bullet to the head with the trigger pulled by me true a pussys way out but happiness for real

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released February 14, 2012

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